Y. Just Y. Im too much of a coward to share how i really feel because i am nervous of what the resolution will be. I wish that you would realize sometimes what your looking for you already have; in me. i dont need a relationship with you to be happy. I just wish i could have you. ( this is clearly about my future pet bulldog )

it seems as if the percent of people in relationships is growing quite fast. i must say it is bothering me more then ever at this moment. maybe the fact that winter is approaching and having someone to hug and cuddle with would be utterly magnificent. i try not to dread on it, but i really want a boyfriend. now, im noticing that i want one more then i really thought i did..

the thought that i know i could be in a relationship or “thing” possibly, is so stressful. im at a crossroads. what do i do. do i tell this chum how i feel? do i wait even longer? do i start talking to him more? the questions could go on forever. i have been through this in my own mind, i am over analyzing everything, but thats what i do. on an end note i will just leave this by saying.. i hate mixed signals.

Wish that you would talk to me. What the FUCK happened… I miss it.